BITTERNESS will make me well

Just posted this blog to ease the PAIN. Read it or not, it's ok.

"Sugar, spice, and everything nice. Mukhang lahat ata yun natapon sa kanya. At ang sa akin naman, chemical X." *major loser* :'((

It was last Sunday (June21), through the help of my younger sister, Baba, we were able to have access to the FS account of the girl i ENVY the most. GRABE. Kung alam ko lng na ganun ang mapapala ko, di ko na sana cia pina-add sa FS ng kapatid ko. Arrgghh! Loko me! Ayan, sapul! Instant Hurting! Pinasakitan ko lang sarili ko. CRAZY! And I hate it.

Ganito ksi un, I'm actually "stalking" this guy (di nmn gnun ka-desperate, I just love gaining infos about him). Let's call him ULO. The first time I saw him, poof! MAGIC! Natangay heart ko. Shining shimmering eyes, towering height, basketball skills, CHRIS TIU look-a-like. "Close to PERFECTION" as I may say. (exaggerated ba? walang pkialamanan haha!) Tapos un, nk2sabay minsan sa jeep, naki2ta sa simbahan, sa liga, at kng saan2 pa. So ayun, super humaling na humaling ako sa kanya. As in. I've never been like this towards a guy. Lucky him! Hahaha! :D

So eto na nga ung prob. Ate Regine, a friend of mine told me something regarding this girl (---) leaving a controversial comment on ULO's profile. Xmpre super view nmn ako pguwi ko. And un nga, nbasa ko. Ok. Mahal pa nia c ulo. Ang gsto kong malaman, kung anong cnbi ni ulo sa knya. Aun nga, through the help of Baba may access n kmi s fs nung girl. WWAAPPAAKK! Tinamaan ng magaling. ULO STILL LOVES HER TOO. :'((

That leaves poor me, HEARTBROKEN. *ouch*

From then on, tinigilan ko na ang major stalking. I had my last view of their profiles. Hopefully, last na nga sana. I'm trying.

BITTER?? Oh YES, definitely. Aminado ako. Sakit eh. Ok lng nmn dw maging "bitter". Remember, medicines usually tastes bitter but they make you well. I'm hoping to get well soon.

4months and 6days, since the last time I saw him in person. SAKLAP.

-July 4, 2009 (11:30pm)

My 1st BLOG ever!

Tuesday - June 23, 2009 - 12:46pm

I'm stuck here at home with nothing to do. Well. Walang pasok, suspended dw. May nag-positive ata sa ah1n1 virus s CEU. Oh well, PABOR! haha! so bad. :D

Kaya eto naisipan kong mag-blog. It's very unusual indeed! I'm used to just writing on my private journal or whatever you may call it. Ewan ko ba, I guess this time, I WANT TO BE HEARD. Gusto kong MAPANSIN. In short PA-EPAL. Hahaha! :p Eh kc nmn, wala nmng ibng mk2basa ng journal ko kundi AKO lang, at pwera nkng kung may ibng PAKIALAMERA. :))

Sabi nga sa English class namin: "Communication could be THERAPEUTIC." Yeah, so TRUE.

Wanna say something, say it. *but think first*
Wanna write something, write it.
Stop being a "FARMER", nagtatanim ng sama ng loob.
(got it from holijah's note on FB)
It won't do you any good. May tamang labasan ng sama ng loob. Mag-CR ka! Harhar! Corny ever! :p

-So that's it for my first entry.