6.23.2009

BITTERNESS will make me well

Just posted this blog to ease the PAIN. Read it or not, it's ok.

"Sugar, spice, and everything nice. Mukhang lahat ata yun natapon sa kanya. At ang sa akin naman, chemical X." *major loser* :'((

It was last Sunday (June21), through the help of my younger sister, Baba, we were able to have access to the FS account of the girl i ENVY the most. GRABE. Kung alam ko lng na ganun ang mapapala ko, di ko na sana cia pina-add sa FS ng kapatid ko. Arrgghh! Loko me! Ayan, sapul! Instant Hurting! Pinasakitan ko lang sarili ko. CRAZY! And I hate it.

Ganito ksi un, I'm actually "stalking" this guy (di nmn gnun ka-desperate, I just love gaining infos about him). Let's call him ULO. The first time I saw him, poof! MAGIC! Natangay heart ko. Shining shimmering eyes, towering height, basketball skills, CHRIS TIU look-a-like. "Close to PERFECTION" as I may say. (exaggerated ba? walang pkialamanan haha!) Tapos un, nk2sabay minsan sa jeep, naki2ta sa simbahan, sa liga, at kng saan2 pa. So ayun, super humaling na humaling ako sa kanya. As in. I've never been like this towards a guy. Lucky him! Hahaha! :D

So eto na nga ung prob. Ate Regine, a friend of mine told me something regarding this girl (---) leaving a controversial comment on ULO's profile. Xmpre super view nmn ako pguwi ko. And un nga, nbasa ko. Ok. Mahal pa nia c ulo. Ang gsto kong malaman, kung anong cnbi ni ulo sa knya. Aun nga, through the help of Baba may access n kmi s fs nung girl. WWAAPPAAKK! Tinamaan ng magaling. ULO STILL LOVES HER TOO. :'((

That leaves poor me, HEARTBROKEN. *ouch*

From then on, tinigilan ko na ang major stalking. I had my last view of their profiles. Hopefully, last na nga sana. I'm trying.

BITTER?? Oh YES, definitely. Aminado ako. Sakit eh. Ok lng nmn dw maging "bitter". Remember, medicines usually tastes bitter but they make you well. I'm hoping to get well soon.

4months and 6days, since the last time I saw him in person. SAKLAP.

-July 4, 2009 (11:30pm)

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